Wednesday, April 24, 2013

I'm fat.

You wanna know what's depressing? Being fat. Not just fat, but unhealthy. About 3 days ago, I realized that not only did I gain all the weight I lost back, but also a few extra pounds. GROSS. Also, I weigh 40 pounds more than my boyfriend. He's 6'2" and I'm 5'3". DISGUSTING. Needless to say, I have spent the past 3 days planning out a new lifestyle. Not a diet, but a new way of life. I refuse to let myself be another obesity statistic!
I have been following an Ambassador in my company named Kaelin Tuell. If you don't know who she is, Facebook/Instagram her! She is so inspirational. She was my weight a year ago and is now 3 days away from Er first fitness competition. She has shown me that it is possible. She eats clean, works out, looks freaking amazing, and is a role model and maxim leader within our company. I strive to be her. She is my gol.
So my plan: eat clean, work out, be positive. Sounds easy, right? Yeahhhh... I have spent 3 days meal planning for a month. I made grocery lists. (And naturally, I had to coupon! I'm addicted.) I am going to get back to Insanity. It's an easy program to follow and I know it has results.
I will be fit and healthy. I'm not striving to be skinny. But I don't want to be out of breath from walking up the hill to the mailbox. It's horrible. The other changes that I am making are taking Charlie for an hour long walk EVERY DAY! Our neighborhood is hill-y and huge and he will love it. And instead of buying a riding mower, we are buying a push mower. This may not seem like a huge deal to you, but we have 2 yards to mow. One here at the Charles ave house and about a Half acre of straight hill at the Eldersville road house. And I will be doing ALL the mowing. Plus I will get an AHHHHHMAZING tan :)
Just a heads up for you if you follow me here or on Facebook and Instagram: my profiles and blog will be full of workouts, results, and food. And some motivational quotes and such. I am living a strictly positive life from here on out. I hope you will support me. I can't wait to see results and feel better.





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